Crossroads

There I stand defying the crossroads
A multitude of them crisscrossing the punctuations
Of time space and warped perceptions
A very fluid immobility paralyses me
Mired in a web of self deception
Reinforced by beliefs that gleefully played exotic crutches
The mind plays a zillion games with the authentic unself
Fuelled by the undefined needs Wants Desires 
The utterly unnecessary sadistic goals began their
Unbearable taunts demanding my act
Purposes still playing hide n seek
The ego waiting eternal
That spark of purpose still is elusive
There I stand defying the crossroads